I'm Lindsay Ferrier, a Nashville writer with a passion for family travel, exploring Tennessee, and raising kids without losing my mind in the process. This is where I share my discoveries, along with occasional deep thoughts, pop culture tangents and a sprinkling of snark. Want to get in touch? Use the CONTACT form at the top of the page.
December 5, 2008
‘Tis the time of year when we feel the irresistible urge to get together with our extended family members in order to share a little holiday cheer. And if your family is anything like mine, it’s going to get…. weird.
Here’s the latest newspaper edition of Suburban Turmoil:
“A girl starts walkin’, guys start gawkin,’ sits down next to you and starts talkin’!” I’m rapping into a microphone before an audience consisting of my parents and my 84-year-old grandmother. They’re all smiling politely and looking bewildered. Seeing this, I step up my game, throwing in a moonwalk and a few Eminem-style hand gestures for good measure.
“Says she wanna dance cuz she likes the groove, so come on, Fatso, and just bust a move!” The song finally ends and I take a bow. No one claps.
“Um, OK, what’s next?” I ask brightly, scrolling through the song choices on the TV screen. “Who wants to hear me do ‘Survivor’ by Destiny’s Child?” I take the ensuing silence as approval and click yes on the screen.
I never thought I’d be performing karaoke for my extended family, but it’s the holidays, I’ve had two glasses of chardonnay, and anything goes.
When I first became a wife and mother, I was determined to have the perfect family holiday experience. Dressed in a vintage hostess apron, I’d stand nonchalantly behind a polished mahogany table laden with gourmet delicacies and festive sugared treats. Dozens of family members would cross our cheery threshold wearing their Lands’ End best and carrying professionally wrapped gifts and bottles of wine. The whole scene would be bathed in the warm glow of candlelight, with twinkling lights and real pine garlands in the fuzzy background.
Eventually, though, I wised up. For one thing, I don’t have dozens of family members, and most of the ones I do have aren’t likely to travel to see me. Ever. For another, everyone knows family holidays are generally most memorable for what doesn’t go right, whether it’s a screaming match over who was responsible for burning the turkey or a highly contagious stomach virus that leaves everyone fighting for the bathroom on Christmas morning.
Besides, the three family members of mine who do show up at my door each holiday season will never see me as the consummate holiday hostess, no matter what I do; in my mom’s, dad’s and grandmother’s eyes, I will always be a scatterbrained little girl, made up to look like a woman but still desperately in need of their help and guidance.
At first, this drove me bonkers. I’d spend days polishing furniture, scrubbing baseboards, changing light bulbs and mopping floors, all in an effort to present my extended family with a spotless facade. But it was no good. Within minutes of arriving, my mom would have spied a cobweb in a dark corner of our dining room.
“Do you have a small broom I could get that down with?” she’d ask, without bothering even to remove her coat first.
Meanwhile, Grandmother would be busy moving our kitchen trashcan from one corner of the room to the other. “Closer to the food,” she’d say, wiping her hands grimly.
“Lindsay, do you have a large screwdriver?” my dad would ask from over my shoulder.
“Why, Dad?”
“I think I can fix that front door hinge, if you’ll let me.” I’d stand there quietly, hoping the grimace I was trying to pass off as a smile would take the attention away from my clenched fists.
Each year, I’d try even harder to achieve perfection. And each year, my guests would discover every last small detail I had overlooked. Finally, this year, with two small children underfoot, teenagers whose idea of “clean” involved piling everything in the closet and slamming the door, and a bunch of writing gigs that demanded my attention, I simply gave in. I straightened the place up as well as I could before my guests arrived and steeled myself for what promised to be the most embarrassing inspection yet.
What happened surprised me. When my grandmother began chipping away with a table knife at the crumbs lodged in my stove dials, I found myself smiling at her indulgently instead of stifling a shriek of frustration. After all, I couldn’t think of a single other person who would have done that for me. And when my dad buckled on his tool belt and started fixing all the things in the house that my handyman had broken during the last year, I realized for the first time that the repairs were his way of letting me know he loved me. And when my mom kept standing in front of the oven the whole time I was trying to cook? Well, that was annoying.
And so before they went home, I made sure to pop a karaoke disc into our Xbox so I could regale them with “Bust a Move.” Because if family holidays are most memorable for the things that go badly, I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure this one stays in our memories for as long as possible.
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>Thanksgiving 2008. Hubby met an older brother he never knew he had until a couple of months ago. Also saw 2 of his sisters that he had not seen in 20 years. I would like to say it was lovey dovey and we sang happy little songs around a camp fire. BUT, dinner ended when *ahem* people old enough to know better left squealing the tires around 3 different corners and 2 people ended up in the pool. Hubby wanted to put a sign up at the front door for Jerry Springer auditions.
>Hi! I love your blog.I actually just posted today on my own Christmas memories and how our traditions have slowly fizzeled out.www.memorylanememoirs.blogspot.com
>In my family, there are two horrible yet wonderful holidays that stand out.The first was a winter holiday in 2005, the first time my husband met my entire extended family. My husband is deathly allergic to fish – all fish – and even though I had mentioned this ad nauseam to the family, my mother and my cousin forgot. So he was talking to the two of them over some cracker spreads while I was standing two feet away talking to my uncle when all of the sudden he grabs my shoulder. His face was swollen (think Will Smith in “Hitch”) and he was sputtering and couldn’t breathe. We administered an EpiPen and headed for the hospital, where he was treated promptly and sent on his merry way. To this day, the whole family cringes when they remember that experience, but he gets a good laugh out of it: “remember when your mother tried to kill me with anchovies? HAHAHA!”Okay. The second was a Thanksgiving in 1998, when a relative choked on turkey and went into cardiac arrest and died. Now, that sounds really bad and it was. It was not a “good” holiday in any sense of the word, HOWEVER we all met up for a big life-celebration gathering the next day. We still had the Thanksgiving dinner because none of us had finished eating and so we re-prepared it and sat around a table and talked for hours. It was the worst and the best Thanksgiving of my life. Even though we lost someone dear on Thanksgiving itself, it turned out to really reconnect the family in a way that other holidays had not. My family had always eaten and left on Thanksgiving, but now we always pray for family that cannot make it or have passed away, and then we eat dinner and spend time together, which is what the holiday is all about. That particular Thanksgiving wasn’t wonderful, but what came of it was.
>Oh, the holidays…Nothing like them to bring out the crazy.I don’t know if I have a specific story that can illustrate my point, but my family holidays get wierd because of “my family”. Both of my parents were married three times. My dad had one kid with each wife and my mom had one kid with the first two husband and I got two step sisters with the last one. The changing definiton of “family” meant that holidays always had a special bonding moment with people you barely knew.I guess my very favorite was Thanksgiving my eighth grade year. My step-grandmother set up my plate (and only my plate) on a tv tray in living for Thanksgiving dinner because there wasn’t “enough room” at the table. My mom and step-Aunt ended up eating with me, but still…Luckily, I get to invent my own traditions now with my fabulous (and I hope to God only) husband and son.
>The first Christmas I spent with my husband’s family I had handmade many of the gifts a la Marth Stewart. No really, I had slaved away on embroidered blankets and handmade wreaths. I’d baked plates of special holiday treats. And, I was treated to a 6 hour tirade of how my husband’s previous girlfriend had been better at EVERYTHING than me. Topped off by my mother in law trying to steal my birth control pills the next morning and my father in law feeling me up. And they wonder why we don’t stay the night anymore!
>I think I pretty much covered it in this post. That’s not that wildly atypical, either.
>I tagged you for a little somethin’ over at my place…http://idblogthat.net/2008/12/im-a-thief/
>Your article was well done! Ah, family members….when they come to our homes, they start projects and “fix things” because they want to feel useful and they want to show their love. You described it well.I have no big horror stories. Just one that perplexes me to this day: We were hosting several family members for Christmas Day. My husband chose Christmas Eve (when I’m running around the kitchen like a complete insane person) to REGROUT THE KITCHEN TILE! I never really quite figured out reasoning for that project. C’est la vie!
>Ha, my ex-father-in-law called me a stupid bitch on Christmas day!he was a very anal retentive man and everything had to be extra clean in his house. He vacuumed his books! It was stressful to be in their house, but it was Christmas. It had built up all day until my two-year-old (his only grandson) was pooping in his diaper. The man kept going on and on about it and would I do something about etc. It finally got so bad I said “you know what, we’ll just go home.” My mother-in-law was chasing me up the stairs and was yelling that I had had enough of this family. I ran out the door and tripped on the stairs with my two year old in my arms. Good times, people. That was the beginning of the end of my marriage.
>Oh, my family puts the funk in dys-funk-tional. There's a reason that I have pretty much excused myself from attending ANY & ALL gatherings involving my sisters.One of the better moments- this was probably around Christmas 1996-Mom had asked all 4 of my sisters (from Daddy's first marriage, so they treat my mom like dirt)if they were planning to come for christmas dinner. I needed to know how many people I'd be cooking for. (not sure when Christmas dinner became my job, but it did) The answer was from everyone was no.So I made a small pork tenderloin roast with a reasonable amount of side dishes for the three of us. (Me, Mom, Dad) You guessed it….all 4 sisters showed up with no warning with 3 brothers-in-law and 5 kids in tow. And 2 of my nephews snottily informed me that they don't consume swine, so could I make them something more approriate? (not even a "please" to go with the demand)I didn't crack skulls, but I did say that I wasn't running a cafeteria. Eat what's here or go somewhere else…preferably the latter. And then watched with glee as my dad invited them all to leave.Needless to say, I'm still hearing about that night. Especially since my brothers-in-law all got into the rum cake before leaving and have asked my sisters for it every year since!
>The most memorable Christmas for me was the one where one of my aunts finally celebrated Christmas again for the first time in years. Something boiled over in the oven (setting off tons of smoke and the fire alarm), the kitchen sink burst (causing hot water to come raining down on the people sitting on the couch on the other side of the sink) and someone spilled a pie on themselves on the way to the house where all the rest of the fun things were happening.I don’t remember what gifts I got that year, how the food tasted, or anything at all like that. I will never forget the diving off the couch or the open windows to let the smoke (and heat) out.
>Well, I dunno…it’d be kinda hard to top the “Thanksgiving in April” back in 1970, ‘cuz I was a bit off-the-mark with a pistol, and delivered the Thanksgiving turkey in April…But I suppose I could throw in the family reunion in 2000, since it was the last time we all made it together (with two now gone).But, I suppose each new holiday is special in its own way, isn’t it?
>I wrote about the geriatric Thanksgiving masturbator at http://frogsinmyformula.blogspot.com/2008/11/is-that-drumstick-in-your-pocket-or-are.html. That was particularly memorable. As for Christmas, my favorite was when my grandmother’s 3rd husband brought a ham he’d gotten for free from work and tried to charge my father for it. After dinner my dad tallied up the potatoes, etc. the bfriend had eaten and handed him a bill, restaurant style. I can’t understand why my husband and I daydream of running away for the holidays every year. Love your blog!
>“And so before they went back home, I made sure to pop a Karaoke disc into our Xbox….”I assume there was a pretty short span of time between your singing and them leaving? Because nothing makes me reflect on all the other options for how I could be spending my time than the words “OK, who wants to hear renditions of popular songs that are very unlikely to come close to recreating the level of enjoyment generated by the original versions?” (that’s how my brain interprets it, anyway). HA! But I’m sure you’re the exception. You might be able to tell next time; by then they may have discovered that the cleaning/fixing is a handy way to avoid eye contact. We all have our way of coping.Seriously, I congratulate you on your insight about the positive motivations behind the behavior that may seem rude at first. I’m sure your example will save a lot of holiday family gatherings among your readers (especially the rap fans).As for my own family, we’ve been pretty standard (in a good way). The best things I remember are the stories, especially about when my parents, grandparents, uncles and aunts were kids. And the ensuing laughter, in some cases.